The MakeMeThinner Support Forum

[Sarya]

OH no! I've been looking very closely at my boobs the last couple days too. I can definitely say that the left boob is an overflowing handful while the right boob is very much at least an overflowing handful and a half. Good thing you can't really tell in clothing.

[alpha femme]

an overflowing handful???
are you trying to kill me?

mine are, well... not. not even close.

i am so getting a padded bra soon.

[DogMa]

Mine are uneven, too. I thought everyone's were. (Heck, mine were even a little uneven after my reduction.)

[Sarya]

I'm pretty sure everyone's are uneven. And lol Alex.. I was the girl you knew in 4th grade who had the crazy boobs all the boys thought were fake. I was up to a DD at one point. Now I'm in a 40C although I think I'm approaching a 38C.

[alpha femme]

hmmm... they may all be uneven, but i was startled to see the other day that my right one it at least a cup size smaller than the left. it's not even close.

maybe i have a career in the circus....

[alpha femme]

it all started with an idea for a t-shirt. a very funny t-shirt....

and from there, i have decided to start a website as a form of therapy. have i done one before? no. so, i expect that my therapy will result in much hair pulling and additional therapy. oh, so relaxing.

essentially, i want a place for people to be able to vent their ridiculous crazy-ex stories. are there others out there? ooooh, yeah. however, i have a specific vision for mine, and (like dating sites) there's always room for one more.

i need a name!!!

any suggestions? i was thinking along the lines of mycrazyex.com (which is taken, but for sale). however, i thought that i might be too close to the situation and would solicit input from you guys. keep in mind, humor and venting will be the angle-- not the bitter/revenge that is typically out there.

if you know anything about websites and what i wuld need to do different kind of sites, feel free to pm me. all info is greatly appreciated, because this will be a learning experience.

hope everyone had a good day.

[Aerie]

I'm a little late on this but I just read the "infamous" email

Your "friend" is a small, small, angry person that probably needs to get laid more often. If she's such a f*&^ng feminist then why isn't she supportive of you? You look like a woman to me.

Wearing your "cause" like a badge is so bra burning seventies. Get over yourself "b*&ch".

A person is a whole; spiritual, emotional, social and PHYSICAL. Want to be the best woman you can be.... be healthy. I'd like to smack her right across her smug little face.
Just know she'll probably die angry, dry and fridgid. That should make you feel better.

God don't even get me started.................................

[alpha femme]

Your "friend" is a small, small, angry person that probably needs to get laid more often.

i agree. well, except that she is a large, large woman. frankly, i'm just not up to the challenge of that second suggestion...

anyway... things just keep getting worse on the personal front. i did get kind of happy and relieved yesterday when i realized that many of my ex's emails to me were saved on my laptop. that may actually spare me a lot of crap in a couple of weeks.

i weighed in today at 256. i will wait to record that though. it doesn't feel right; i would be willing to bet i'm in for another plateau. i've been off plateau less than 2 weeks!

hmmm... i wish more people would learn to not take themselves so seriously. really. it only makes you appear boring. i wish others would come with a warning label. you know: "contents may explode under pressure" or "to remove risk of bitch, just add medication. those kinds of things." it just makes sense.

[Sarya]

Alex, you have a hard time believing the scale don't you? You always seem to want to wait a while before you record a new weight. Do you think it will bounce back up again?

[alpha femme]

yeah, i may think it's going to bounce up again.
i also know that i weigh myself often and i will always weigh 2lbs more than my lowest point after i've had water or mf supplements. so, i guess the low weight doesn't feel real.

does anybody wish they could just start their life over?

[DogMa]

And go through it all over again?? No way.

[Serendipity]

does anybody wish they could just start their life over?

Not the whole thing, but there are times I wish I could get back the last 15 years. Alot of wasted time there. But I try not to think about it and the better I feel about myself, the less I think about regrets.

[Sarya]

See.. the only weight that counts for me is first thing in the morning, naked, after going to the bathroom. So it doesn't matter to me that I gain a few pounds through the day. the next morning they're gone again.

[alpha femme]

ah, well, i did float back up to 257.
when the weight started rolling off the last couple of weeks (post plateau), i eased up on the workouts to try to help it along. now that i have been stalled again for a couple of days, i went for another hike. nothing major this time, just 30 minutes or so.
i really hope i don't plateau again. that would make me really sad.

[alpha femme]

i have a big decision to make.
i'm going to vegas for a couple of days at the beginning of september. i've been through a lot of crap, and i deserve a break. i ust don't know if i want to stay on plan. i may compromise and take the MB and some mf meals and eat regular food a couple of times.
hard decision.