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Karli · by **Karli** » January 15th, 2007, 10:16 pm

Alex

alpha femme · by **alpha femme** » January 15th, 2007, 11:07 pm

thanks, karli.

well, even though i'm going to stay fat, i have a 2 guys :roll:

trying to impress me by taking up jogging. seriously, boys are a little silly. i'm reasonably certain that a flatter stomache isn't going to distract me from the lack of breasts.

you know what was cool, though, was being able to drive the go karts when i went out with a friend friday night. yeah, it was like 38 degrees and i had the beginnings of frost bite on my hands by the time our 20 minute race was over.... but i was just awesome to be ale to not only fit-- but overtake people who were heavier than me (weight = slow car). i'm also the queen of the inside pass. the attendant says it's a good thing i'm a great driver, cause i'm fearless. apparently the first three laps had them terrified that they'd have to clean up a crash (i guess management frowns on that kinda thing.)

my dog snores. maybe i'll walk to the store and get her some damn breathe rite strips.

bikipatra · by **bikipatra** » January 16th, 2007, 2:42 am

alpha femme wrote:my dog snores. maybe i'll walk to the store and get her some damn breathe rite strips.

We'll need a picture! (And if your dog is still "mocking" you in a certain way, perhaps pick up some stool softeners while you are there.)

alpha femme · by **alpha femme** » January 20th, 2007, 8:48 pm

the following is a showeroake routine puppy mocked me with on her blog. she thinks she's cute, but i have pictures of her in the bath i'll be posting later....

The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for boobs.
While combing my hair, now,
And wondering what dress to wear, now,
I say a little prayer for boobs.

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my bra
and I will love you.
Forever, forever, we never will part
Cleavage, I'll love you.
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without boobs
Would only be heartbreak in a T.

I run for the bus, dear,
While jogging I think of my bust, dear,
I say a little prayer for boobs.
At work I just take time
And all through my coffee break-time,
I say a little prayer for boobs.

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my bra
and I will love you.
Forever, forever we never will part
Cleavage, I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without boobs
Would only be heartbreak in a T.

My darlings believe me,
For me there is no silicone...
But you.
You are my boobs.

say you love me, too
(answer her prayer- grow)
answer my prayer, babies
(answer her prayer-grow, girls)

alpha femme · by **alpha femme** » January 21st, 2007, 1:06 pm

this is just a checkpoint for me to reread in a few months.
at my 8 month mark, i am a half pound away from the 90# club.

bikipatra · by **bikipatra** » January 21st, 2007, 1:09 pm

alpha femme wrote:this is just a checkpoint for me to reread in a few months.
at my 8 month mark, i am a half pound away from the 90# club.

That is fantastic!!! WOO-HOO!!!! Sloppy kisses that would disgust you!

Sojourner · by **Sojourner** » January 21st, 2007, 1:34 pm

bikipatra wrote:Sloppy kisses that would disgust you!

Uhhhmmm........yeah, I don't think that's possible!!!
Alex, you ROCK!! 90 lbs. MFing, and how many before that? 100? You're the biggest loser I know! :mrgreen:

alpha femme · by **alpha femme** » January 21st, 2007, 2:43 pm

Sojourner wrote:
bikipatra wrote:Sloppy kisses that would disgust you!
Uhhhmmm........yeah, I don't think that's possible!!!
Alex, you ROCK!! 90 lbs. MFing, and how many before that? 100? You're the biggest loser I know!

well, to be honest, sloppy kisses are a little icky. i think kissing should involve a lot more lips than tongue; lilly disagrees. the fact that we know this about each other disgusts a lot of people. on the other hand, given some of the people i've dated, her mouth is a lot cleaner than mine.

thanks, miss sojo. no kisses from you? they could be a lil sloppy...

it feels kinda weird, but very good, to know that i have worked almost 200# off my body without surgery or drugs. don't get me wrong, i still feel like i should oink instead of speak, but that will take time.

i love being able to do things i couldn't before. in fact, i'm starting to plan activities that were inconceivable a couple of years ago.... like jumping from a perfectly good airplane. oh, yeah. it's gonna happen. i'm already low enough to do it now, but i think i'll wait a couple of months so that the weather is better. i love going to the track after i hike and being able to jog. i love stretching my workouts out past what i thought i would do because i'm just not fatigued.

i was thinking about this stuff while i was running on the track yesterday. i'm in better shape now than i was when i was in high school-- not weight-wise, but in overall health. i'm so much more aware of my body and what it needs to be able to be stronger, faster, better.... do i wish this journey had happened a decade ago? hell yes! but i think i appreciate things infinitely more now.

Sojourner · by **Sojourner** » January 21st, 2007, 3:35 pm

Lucy · by **Lucy** » January 21st, 2007, 3:37 pm

hfs.....I

LOVE THE BOOB SONG!

alpha femme · by **alpha femme** » January 21st, 2007, 11:27 pm

i always weigh less in the evenings, so i weighed my big ol' butt again (ok, i weigh myself 6-9 times a day). i hit 210. normally i wait a few days before i trust the scale, but since i'm finishing my tom, i think it's safe to say i've lost 90# since may 19 on mf.

i'm really happy, but it's just a beginning... and i will not pretend that there is a finish line i'm heading for. when i go out for my hike or run, every single time, i tell myself, "this is something you have to do for the rest of your life." no matter how much work, family, social, or other obligations pop up, in order to give them the best of me, i have to be the best me.

in order to be the best me, i have to perform routine maintenance on my body. it's corny, but a lot of my larger friends tell me stuff like, "i hate you," when we see each other after a couple of weeks have gone by. they say it jokingly, but we know each other well and understand that the frustration and resentment, while contained and directed inward, is real. sometimes, when i run (because i loathe running-- and the fact that i have repeatedly torn my acl in my right knee doesn't help) i think to myself, "i suffer for my art."

i suffer for the sculpture i am creating and shaping every day.

Serendipity · by **Serendipity** » January 22nd, 2007, 4:42 am

Hey, Alex.

My husband doesn't pay attention to what I'm reading online, but when he saw the latest lilly pics, he was appalled! Told me to stop surfin' for such smutty material!

bikipatra · by **bikipatra** » January 22nd, 2007, 5:08 am

Serendipity wrote:Hey, Alex.

My husband doesn't pay attention to what I'm reading online, but when he saw the latest lilly pics, he was appalled! Told me to stop surfin' for such smutty material!

Ever since those Vegas pics turned up, I knew you were a naughty thing, Jo!

dede4wd · by **dede4wd** » January 22nd, 2007, 1:52 pm

Alex, this is a wonderful perspective, I'm going to use it! Thanks!

in order to be the best me, i have to perform routine maintenance on my body

DeDe

PS 90# OMG! I'm so happy for you! Will you save me a seat?

alpha femme · by **alpha femme** » January 22nd, 2007, 2:19 pm

dede4wd wrote:PS 90# OMG! I'm so happy for you! Will you save me a seat?

i would... but my ass still takes up 2 spaces. :roll:

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