Hi Shadow,
I'm new here too and I can relate to your story. I am 5'6" and weight 190, currently. 206 was my all time high. I exploded during puberty. I found out in my late 20's that I have an endocrine problem and obesity is a primary side effect. I just had the right lobe of my thyroid removed due to follicular adenoma (not cancer, but it was growing down my neck to just above my collar-bone). Because I still have the left lobe I may not need synthroid. I'll have my blood levels monitored for a while to see what happens.
My husband has always been congenitally thin. He could eat anything at any time and never gain an ounce. At first he could never understand what my problem was. I should just diet, lose the weight, and that's that
. He didn't mean to be cruel, he was just young. After 25 years of watching me struggle with my weight he has learned a touch more compassion.
I don't drink any, but I make up for by being a total carb junkie. Refined sugar and white flour in any combination was my friend. Breads, cakes, pasta, pastries, you name it and I ate it.
Thanks for letting us know what your first days have been like. I will be starting next week and I really appreciate all the information. Keep up all the effort. I look forward to joining you all next Monday.
Em