Ok it has been almost 2 months since I have posted, ALOT has happened around here and I fell off the program.
My Best Friend of 20 Plus yrs passed away, she was only 39 yrs old, two kids 15 & 18, married. She was diagnosed with gallbladder cancer last november, she was doing chemo & doctors told her they had almost got it all, well She ended up back at the cancer treatment center & it had finally taken over her body & she just was too weak to fight anymore. I took her death very very hard, I still think of her daily! It's been very difficult for me, knowing I can never call her anymore or see her anymore. I feel terrible for her kids & husband. Her daughter is only 15 yrs old, so young to not have her mom around. I just find it so hard that the good people always seem to be the ones that have to leave this world so young!
Then we come to my Pregnant DD, she has been told that she has gestational diabetes, so now she needs to be put on a special diet & prick her finger 3X a day. Baby is doing wonderful & growing well. I worry that she & the baby will end up being diabetic. I hope & pray this wont' happen. But it's another one of my worries.
I have been reading the boards alot, but haven't posted because I failed again, I see that there is a 100 day challenge, I would like to be a part of that, If it's not to late. I have everything in order to start on Monday morning. I wanted to start today but I went to bed at 3AM & I didn't wake up until almost 1PM so it was to late in the day to start. SO Tonight I plan on going to bed at 8:30pm so I can wake up early and start my mf program again.
Glad to see so many of you doin so well! Keep up the good hard work!