Ok here for the update, No smoking at all, Stress did get to me a bit today but I got through it with my Husbands help and hugs. He stuck around to give me support.
I am very tired so I am going to sleep EARLY for a change.
Didn't do to good on mf today, I was upset about it but my DH said its OK because I am dealing with another monster, and that is to not smoke anymore. I still have NO cravings or wants to smoke, I do THINK about it but don't want it or crave it so I think the laser treatment does work so far. We will see how I do in the morning, It's another day.
Will keep busy with laundry and painting outside.
Check in later! Goodnight.